Numb to the bullshit
Numb to the pain
Numb to all the shallowness permeating life.
2015 has taught me so much about people, friendships and family. My eyes are wide open and everyone is being selfish.
I'm still a giver and they will always see opportunities in taking from me.
They take my time
They take my heart
They take my joy
They do give though...
and I'm just tired; tired of it all.
and it's time to go back into my shell and be selfish, so that they cant take anymore of me.
And I too have to learn to stop being so generous with my time, heart and happiness.
It's time to take back what's mine and that's me.