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Tuesday, 28 October 2014

Just let go

Sometimes you know exactly what to do to make your bad situation better but you cling on to hope that you may eventually in time be the exception to the rule. This hope we hold on to is why we sometimes cant move past an event that isn't going anywhere. It holds us back, giving us....hope. 

What is hope though?

According to wikipedia.com (not a reliable source), Hope is the optimistic attitude of the mind based on an expectation of positive outcomes related to events and circumstances in ones life. I tend look at the glass half empty; i'm a pessimist. I was made this way because i hate the word no and after getting used to hearing it, i developed a self shield mechanism to bar myself from ever being disappointed. So, when i don't expect anything to fall through and it does, then i'm pleasantly surprised by it.

I know i should let go. I get this feeling every month when i'm PMSing. But this time i'm not. All the signs are there, it will never happen, just let go. I've been ignoring them but they are so loud now, i cant help but to hear them. So with this i bid you adieu and i hope you find what you are looking for, and I hope i do too.



(this post was meant for a diary entry, however it ended up here)

Saturday, 25 October 2014

Men are confused


Men are confusing or maybe i just think too deeply into what they say and interpret the wrong thing. No, men are confusing.


They say one thing and then do another; what gives? Sometimes their actions don't match with their words. They don't say what they mean or mean what they say. Don't tell me one minute that you are over budget and then go on weekend vacation trips. Who are you trying to keep up with? Do you have FOMO (Fear of missing out)?

They say they don't like when girls wear the fake hair, fake nails or bleach their skin. They probably wont ever wife the girl who sends them the nude pics they themselves asked for or take out that girl that posts twerk videos, ass picks or seem very sexual, yet that covers 90% of the pictures they like on instagram or facebook. wtf?

Do men really know what they want or are they keeping up this facade that they really want a good nice church looking girl to settle down with, but secretly crave the lewd bad bitches? I mean, if that's what you like, then that's what you like.

Every guy wants the girl to only be sexy and bad for him, yet when they fuck things up and she moves on, she's going to whatever it takes to keep the next nigga until he fucks up too. Same thing she does for you, she will probably do for him too if she likes him and the feelings are mutual.

Guys love the girls who always appear well kept and who have their shit together yet they don't ever want to be that nigga who she builds her empire with, her day one nigga. 

Seriously, don't say nothing if you not sure about what you really want. Dont talk about it, be about it.

Thursday, 23 October 2014

Tove Lo - Habits


Honestly, this is how I been feeling.