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Friday, 21 November 2014

People are like onions

People are like onions. Why do I say this? Because onions have many different layers to them and so do people. The more we peel away the outer layers, deeper more complex beings are revealed but chances are you will never get to all the layers unless you've known and lived with this person for most of their lives.

People show you the side they want you to see. Sometimes the real self rear's its ugly head at the most inconvenient times. People hide the part of them they feel others will judge them for and instead give a facade of who they really want to appear to be. Everyone has a closet and its locked with ugly secrets and a variety of their personalities that only show up once in a while when something happens out the norm.

A god fearing, well respected pastor could also be a child molester. A simple, calm spirited girl could have killed in the past. You can never know who a person really is. It all goes without saying, that you can't judge a book by just looking on it but sometimes one has to wonder who a person really is.

Its hard enough when people ask you to be honest when they themselves are not. Do we as humans really know who we are and what we want? When you think you know a person and then another side, a secret side comes to light it makes you feel like you never knew them at all. You ask yourself, who is this person because you had settled for the self they wanted you to see and turned a blind eye to the person they really are deep down.

Just like an onion, one person has many selves.

Tuesday, 28 October 2014

Just let go

Sometimes you know exactly what to do to make your bad situation better but you cling on to hope that you may eventually in time be the exception to the rule. This hope we hold on to is why we sometimes cant move past an event that isn't going anywhere. It holds us back, giving us....hope. 

What is hope though?

According to (not a reliable source), Hope is the optimistic attitude of the mind based on an expectation of positive outcomes related to events and circumstances in ones life. I tend look at the glass half empty; i'm a pessimist. I was made this way because i hate the word no and after getting used to hearing it, i developed a self shield mechanism to bar myself from ever being disappointed. So, when i don't expect anything to fall through and it does, then i'm pleasantly surprised by it.

I know i should let go. I get this feeling every month when i'm PMSing. But this time i'm not. All the signs are there, it will never happen, just let go. I've been ignoring them but they are so loud now, i cant help but to hear them. So with this i bid you adieu and i hope you find what you are looking for, and I hope i do too.

(this post was meant for a diary entry, however it ended up here)

Saturday, 25 October 2014

Men are confused

Men are confusing or maybe i just think too deeply into what they say and interpret the wrong thing. No, men are confusing.

They say one thing and then do another; what gives? Sometimes their actions don't match with their words. They don't say what they mean or mean what they say. Don't tell me one minute that you are over budget and then go on weekend vacation trips. Who are you trying to keep up with? Do you have FOMO (Fear of missing out)?

They say they don't like when girls wear the fake hair, fake nails or bleach their skin. They probably wont ever wife the girl who sends them the nude pics they themselves asked for or take out that girl that posts twerk videos, ass picks or seem very sexual, yet that covers 90% of the pictures they like on instagram or facebook. wtf?

Do men really know what they want or are they keeping up this facade that they really want a good nice church looking girl to settle down with, but secretly crave the lewd bad bitches? I mean, if that's what you like, then that's what you like.

Every guy wants the girl to only be sexy and bad for him, yet when they fuck things up and she moves on, she's going to whatever it takes to keep the next nigga until he fucks up too. Same thing she does for you, she will probably do for him too if she likes him and the feelings are mutual.

Guys love the girls who always appear well kept and who have their shit together yet they don't ever want to be that nigga who she builds her empire with, her day one nigga. 

Seriously, don't say nothing if you not sure about what you really want. Dont talk about it, be about it.